POETRY

Praise and a Prayer

For your construction
Your balance
Your heroism
Your talent
Thank you for your miraculousness
Your beauty
Your consciousness
You’re truly
My everything
My King you bring
Intelligence
The seat of it
The Holy Ghost tells it
I believe it
All through me
You move me
You made me
Your bravery
Your creativity
Your peace
Your resurrection
Holy 3
Thank you for my dreams
And prayers answered
Your streams
And your lakes
Your oceans
Your waves
I give you praise
You save
And on my psyche you weigh
So heavy
Please let me
Continue further
Your servant
And though painful
I’m grateful
Through sickness
And hateful
Mind states so disturbing
I’m unworthy of your love
Deserving?
What I give is so damaged
Yet your plan as you manage
Words can’t express
How impressed
And so blessed
I am yes
You hold me down
Soundly
Like gravity
And profoundly
With words
In a book
That I study
You took
Time
And stepped in it
Saving mine
There’s no limit
To infinite
Life
With the Trinity
Glory be
This life you gave me
Thank God
Made me see
Humankind is family
Jah saved us from tragedy
Paid the price
For our lives
Gave me wives
And there lessons
God bless them
I’m solo
Know though
This is Praise And A Prayer
Hope to see us all there
In glory
End of story?
Not quite
Don’t ignore me
I pray you
My love true
Is first and foremost
For you
King Jah Jesus Christ
In all things that I do
My attempts
My repentance
Constant until lifes sentence
Is done.

Eclipse

As I sit in this abyss
Of ignorance that I exist
It’s her I miss
That words can’t express
This eclipse
I’m living with—out
My other half
I had a chance
But God advanced
My love even further
Through absence of love
And threats of murder
Denial over time
Strengthened my love beyond measure
From the beginning at first sight
To the encounters that I still treasure
Now it’s so deep
That even sleep
Can’t hide the inadequacies
That I keep
Her love
Did meet me
Where my heart is
Reached me
Like we were meant to be completely
Through her speech and body
She got me
And I prayed to God
As he watched me
She was brilliant and sincere
And Lord knows my mind was clear
Made up on that woman
To my life so dear

I’m a Coach

I’m not a player
I’m a coach
I’m not an angel
I’m a ghost
Housed inside this flesh mold
When satan calls plays
My God audibles
My strong safety sacrificed his physical
That’s Jesus Christ
For those who wana know
My God controls the x’s and o’s
And he’s the team owner
Running my life like the Truman Show
Im not the leader
It’s Jah I follow
Opposing team captains love rappin
But their flows are shallow
The home team spits
To avoid the pit
And help save our souls
You know we’re like caterpillars
On approach
To butterflies
When we’ll float
I’m a true love romantic
Labeled a ho
It’s cool though
I’ve learned loves lessons
I go solo
Some play romance
Pimpin their physical
Believing lies
They tell their soul
An epidemic
Called denial
Runs rampant
Through lifes trial
So when the truth
Makes its’ arrival
Emotions intensify
And humans get sui and homicidal
I write and say it
But who cares you know
Like I lie
What I wrote and spoke
For me its communication
Through poetical
Perchance I can enhance my mental
Maybe expand my playbook even
While reviewing the fundamentals
Walking this planet
In terrestrial form
Until I transform
Into a celestial
Body that lasts for the eternal
When I live with God in peace
And avoid the inferno

Jah Brought Me a Queen

Thank you King Jesus
As I breathe this
Into space
What I believe is
I will receive her love
Face to face
All knowing God
This life is so hard
You give me strength in this place
Body movement a miracle
My spiritual in physical waits
On mind blowing manifestations
That your love makes
Humans blessed
To become one flesh
Such as God procreates
Beyond brilliance describes Jah
His concepts and mind states
At times unbelievable yet conceivable
As that’s the path that life takes
My walk in time
I did find
God provided a mate
Jah brought me a queen
Passed my dreams
In reality it breaks
My heart in parts
It gets so dark
As he reveals the stakes
Set so high
My God flies
No wonder I make my mistakes
Thank you Jah for my salvation
And I’m so grateful this day
That you made love
For humankind
In your ingenious way
Then showed me through your queen
My mind blown
Though you took her away

The Infinite

In the interest of death
It’s the infinite I stress
As sure as every year is blessed
To count from his arrest
And crucifixion of his flesh
Or even yet at best
From the point where Adam did transgress
It all comes down to this
Point of living joints
And hearts beating in our chests
Bone sinew and skin
Mind soul spirit and then
The balance of our challenge
And who’s really a friend
The message Spirit sends
Is one to make amends
And yes much to humans
But more to Jah
Creation tends
To catch us ignorant
And blind to who depends
On who to make those ends
Some rob some blessed with jobs
I keep in mind that the mob
Was swayed to kill our God
Israelites cold as ice
And vicious Jah paid the price
For our perception of this life
Mine incorrect admitted I’ll run a check
On self knowing my intellect
Is suspect though I try my best
It still affects
The family the tribe
The human race until I die
But I for one surmise
That I will be happy at that time
Rising up into the sky
Into this infinite I stress
The heart beating in my chest
No more subject to arrest
Thank you Jesus Christ
That I can express this and be so blessed

1 Man's Blood

So clever
The treasures
Of this life
That 4 ever
Is a concept that seems to escape us
As we scrape 4 our measures
Of pounds or kilos
For stacks racks or c-notes
The sadness and madness
Over sex and the gladness
It can bring
The same song
That we sing
Is so old
And so vile
Who’s aware we’re on trial
And judgement will come
With a trump and no drum
Nor beats with weak speech
That teach minds that don’t seek
For complex concepts
In mic checks
1 2 3 and 4
And the more we ignore
What God shows us for sure
Will impute
And no computer can store
The file for our souls
Saved by grace with a toll
The price for our lives
The eternal Christ in sight
So savagely damaged
One man’s blood
Our advantage
Our shot
As the plot thickens
Who thought
Enough to apologize
And give thanks for the prize
As he rose from the 6
Meaning death
As we now sit
Coffins amidst this
Level of earth
What’s it worth
Our lifes birth
How will we spend forever
Our life given the treasure
A miracle
The beauty
Seems a test as its truly
Pain
With the knowledge of the yin and the yang
I feel the shame
And repent until he calls my name

Love Is the Reason

On his right hand sits
The true gift
The maker of this
Life cold as ice
My messiah paid the price
Crucialness so swift
Dividing bone and marrow
With his word so equipped
He wont slip
My pens tip
Guided by the Holy Spirit
So ordained
Jah brings the pain
As I have lived it
Biggest challenge in life
Made by Christ
My physics
Point blank with the shame
And growing old along with it
My psyche pivots
To the exquisite
Chance at the infinite
Whats the beauty
If it’s truly short lived
Just some minutes
7 days as he made this place
We live in it
Stuck in time
End of the line
Aint no joke no gimmick
His precious blood
Know that love
Is the reason it was given

I am Saved

Made from earth
Jah made it worth
The trouble seen at first
Original man
Ate the scam
And then blamed his woman
Priceless joke
Who’s really woke
To see who’s truly responsible
In a mirror
It gets clearer
But it’s not so comical
Though it’s funny
Because no money
Can buy the precious soul
The roll of man
Head of the clan
But only Jesus Christ can stand
In that place
For the human race
What man does truly face
The crucifixion
With more than diction
Walking the talk
Aint common place
Can’t hang with pain
Men’s choice to bang
When their women go astray
That picks so old
You’ll lose your soul
Trying to fight on judgement day
Premeditated hatred
Of God aint here to stay
We’ll all bow
But who and how
Will we avoid the lake
Of fire
The second death
Desire is claiming stakes
Of human spirits
But who does fear it
As if the Holy scriptures fake
Humans walk this planet
Taking life for granted
A fatal grave mistake
Jah’s potent emotion
Like an ocean
Is love wave after wave
And I’m praising Jah
Thanking Yahweh
Until death
That I am saved

Words Can't Express

Thank you for your protection
And introspection
Thank you for your science and math
For guiding my path
Thank you for your comfort
And sense of humor
And for eternity
In paradise with you sir
Thank you for your book
And peace of mind
For your tranquil sleep
And discipline
Thank you for your control
And acumen
For sharing and then
Thank you for your sacrifice
For paying the price
The ransom for our lives
Thank you for your knowledge and wisdom
Our relationship and your vision
Thank you for your plan and grace
You’re the mastermind Jesus
Thank you for filling up space
Infinite you are my God
And I can’t thank you enough
Holy Trinity it’s not odd
That as much as I pray praise and write
Words can’t express
My love and thanks for Jesus Christ

Our Souls Are More Beautiful

Our souls are more beautiful
Than any body mold
So cold
Our bodies grow old
As this life unfolds
But miraculous is fact
That Jah can bring us back
In a glorified state
So imagine that
This gift given goes on
With bodies of perfection
Like a never ending song
Of love laughter and joy
Happiness a feeling strong
Captured in forever
For the chosen
Such a treasure
Hard to believe
But I look at the weather
Sunshine a miracle
Light has my spirit so
At ease
Everyday I’m on my knees
Thanking Jah almighty
For my pain relieved
At the twinkling of an eye
I’m just so grateful I believe
Thankful for my consciousness
And that he woke me from my sleep
My slumber
Woe his thunder
I must stop and breathe
And praise him for my steps
And writing on these trees
Lord have mercy please
And thank you for your gifts
Given so abundantly
Your grace amazes me
Please God don’t stop your protection
Until my final lesson
When I’ll be with you
And have to ask you no more questions
For now just thank you
For our souls are more beautiful
Than any body mold.

God Save The Souls

Control over my soul
Jah has as I roll
With the Holy Ghost’s voice
Pray he blesses me bold
Into the fetal I fold
Position for the crimson
More than 2000 years old
The reality told
If fear isn’t clear
I fear we’re missing the whole
Picture to the scripture
The Holy Father and Ghost
And the Messiah Jesus Christ
Please I’m trying the most
To be useful in the cause
I feel I’m not even close
In my mission to God I listen
I’m just grateful he chose
Me despite myself
And the thoughts that just float
Through my psyche day and nightly
As I’m writing suppose
I touch a soul with this written
And Jah makes their life grow
Giving me purpose to my nervous
Recitals and rhyme flows
To give service to the King
Worth to me more than gold
I pray he rounds these souls up
So that we can go home
Will it happen in my life time
You know I truly don’t know
But it breaks my heart
To watch this world
As I travel the globe
And as I ponder I truly wonder
Just how many have sold
It’s terrifying and I’m dying
Inside at the toll
What I’m saying I’m just praying
To God please save the souls

Disciple of God

Disciple of God
In the mirror the odd
Shapes my face makes
From the breaks of my heart
Jah molds the scars
But none deep as Christ’s
That he bore on the cross
What’s the best I can do
For the man
That’s so hard
I’m pressed by the vexation
Of sensations so large
Waves of insane thoughts
Make me pause
And shake my head in disgust
At what my mind does its fraud
I feel robbed
But who to blame
It’s the same reflection since the dawn
Of Adam so madams back away from the D.O.G.
To break it down amidst the sound
though a disciple of God
It’s my instinct to sink
To these levels of flesh
So beautiful its crucial yet deeper than sex
Is companionship and then the need to possess
To have and to hold until we breathe our last breath
But please God let this love reach beyond death
Or at least let my love be so I forget
Thank you for sparing me I live so depressed
In my state of existence
I pray to pass this life’s test
I feel I’m losing like daily
But you hold me
my chest pumps fear
But more dear
Is you relieving my stress
Disciple of God
Coming down the home stretch
These years bring tears
That won’t manifest to the rest
They’ll stay inside my soul
where my Father has blessed

So Grateful

The sensation of frustration
That I get from creating
Different messages
To this world I’m relating
Is amazing
And just saying thank God
Doesn’t convey how hard
It gets with the pen
And vocal delivery cause
It’s a grip on my mind
And though Jah blessed me to rhyme
Create a pattern
That can shatter
Some ignorance in time
Its work and it hurts
And as many times as I cancel some lines
If they make it past
The trash
Or my personal stash
Into the public
Know the subject truly did pass
Jehovah’s examination
Aiding my psyche at last
Check when put on deck
Its my best to connect
With other souls
That I hope
Will gain intellect
On the next level where we’re going
Once we’re rid of this flesh
And so blessed
To know what’s next
From the scripture the text
The Bible my reliable
Source I reflect
On chapter after chapter
And verse after verse
Jah is problem solving
So these rhymes I rehearse
I disperse
To talk to souls
Before we roll in a hearse
What’s it worth
My life’s search
Has found this God given work
And I’m so grateful to relate this
Before He takes me from earth

Eternity

In my waking hours
I feel his power
I thank the father
And pray not to be a coward
In my sleep
His dreams run deep
My messiah
I try not to be a liar
I can’t control my thoughts
Thank you for making them stop
My voices impair my vision
My introspection my decisions
I’m a mess in this test
Though blessed I pray for rest
I shot for Moon
She was my best
I roam alone now
Will I ever invest
In another I doubt it
My loves about it
His thunder what I’m under
The pressure thank God for His grace amidst my blunders
Wherever in this world I live until I’m faded
With clear vision on what He has stated
In the text
Examining what’s next
Once from this earth I’ve flexed
Once my soul lets go
When I give up the ghost
So old Joel can feel the most
The paradise the joy
For now the knowledge of God employed
For how many years it lasts
Enrolled in Jehovah’s class
Working as his student
His incredible laughs
And lessons prudent
Some pain some gifts some sorrow
This life so hard an experience borrowed
And yet another tomorrow
One day thank God there won’t be
Just true love with family eternity

Your Face

I am God’s creation
On his earth I am stationed
Waiting for the time
Of my elevation
The human race we’ll all face him
But it’s my estimation
That some won’t like it
Because Jesus Christ they are hating
I’m so sorry Lord Jah
Thank you for your insight and law
Please keep me on course
Until I’m divorced from this mess
I’m not in love with myself or this life
Though it has beauty
I’m looking forward to death
Your skills
Your will
Yet in this process still
In this cage this flesh
In this stage pre-death
I express my stress
Never the less I’m blessed
So much so
But this test
Is killing me rest
From my task
Is what I ask
But I feel ashamed
In so doing
Like it’s a voice
I should be muting
I can last with your grasp
Your grip on my soul
Only you get me past
To carry on
It’s a song
Strong I live on
Sung by your voice
And every station its on
I hold tight to the lyrics
Giving me insight in this fight
This war for my spirit
For my soul as I tour
Your planet your globe
Your infinite soul
My prayer and my hope
You keep pulling me close
Until I reach the location
Of the Holy Triple
By grace up in space
With a new earth and place
Where righteousness dwells
And I can behold your face

The Darkness Exists

The darkness exists
But it can’t comprehend
The man on the crucifix
For hours grueling six
From the tears of the flesh
From a severe scourge soldiers
Not a leather whip
That’s glass metal and pieces fit
Into a weapon for 40 licks
Some known to die from merely this
But then the stakes through the feet and wrists
Or hands and ankles
The point is pain filled
Beyond my mental trips
Off into this place
For as a mere human I must face
The shame and take the blame
From birth that’s the game
One man’s move Adam chooses
And we all lose
Whose cuts and bruises
Have we taken for another
And who’s forsaken as he fulfills prophecy
On the cross the boss constantly
Teaching while he’s still breathing
As I’m reaching my mental frames still seeking
To understand to fulfill his plan
And please him so I can stand
In front of the Holy Trinity
With a modicum of integrity
And be blessed to live at rest
And avoid the second death

The Other Side

As I stare through the glass
The window asks the question
What do you see of the world
The majesty so majestic?
Please I beg of thee
My response so readily
Ill break it down with these
There is a war on tour
And a final victory
But what some humans seem to see
Is an alternate reality
What’s crazy is in plain sight
Is this fight we’re in for life
The females still being tricked so
Their mind and bodies used and flipped so
Like dope
And disregarding their own mental
These virgins are left in the dark
Its so sad how young it starts
If you’ll notice female
You’re not an official ho
Until you give up your physical
But what if he is your first and only
Then you’re good for life so lovely
But if by chance he leaves you lonely
Or vice versa your choice was phony
And like Eve you’ve been deceived
Remember their bond was meant for eternity
So out this window I look
And what matters to romance is forsook
Long before I met her
But now we find our true love is tender
Strong robust and sexy
But I’m getting what was left she
Frames me with others faces
Like I did to her what they did
So while I’m standing in their place its
The breath and bowels of another
The mental soul and physical imprint of other brothers
In her body lasts a lifetime
Though most humans would like to deny it
Hard to accept that fact it’s tragic
What Eve and Adam lost was magic
The sad truth is our love was ruined
Before it even started
Now in reviewing
All that’s real to me of the situation
Meaning what matters most is her creation
The creator made her and I must thank him
For giving me a queen
Although we set each other free
From our scars and reality
Jesus’ beauty reaches past this life’s casualties
And he answers the window’s question
Ill see her on the other side
Of this life’s reflection

I’m On My Way Home

The cold wind blows
Off of San Diego’s coast
My microphones still froze
From the last poem I chose
My mind in a zone
That I live in though I’ve grown
It won’t shake the taste
Of other men in her space
Her precious places laid waste
My soul and body won’t relate
So I roam alone with no help mate
Is it a lost cause on Moon I wait
Til death do us part sweetheart
As I’m looking forward to heaven’s gates
Jesus Christ my everything
Gave me this life to take
Note on my love of queen
And her beauty and yes to be king
The maximization of the potential of the power source evades us
Though he still procreates us
The tragic situation were in
As his world continues to spin
Terrifying God I’m dying
A slow death as I’m trying
To represent you and focus the throne
I fall so short of you hear my groans
Praise Jah for your mercy and salvation
Thank you and yes I’m on my way home.

Warrior Queen

To be able to withstand the character assassination
The rape and molestation
The threat of such as well as murder
The sisterhood envy
The male female haters
The jealousy from husbands, boyfriends, lovers
Or just some stranger or stalker
Who becomes obsessed off the street
The gamesmanship
The plotting, the pimping
And tricking of the mind
As well as the ignorance and lack of appreciation
For the female soul and female body
To mature in the world
And grow through your own desires
Emotions, self-doubt, and in some cases self-hate
To be able to live, survive, and even thrive maybe
To withstand those conditions
And one day make it to paradise
You must be a warrior queen

Ode to the Holy Ghost

The beauty
Of the spirit of truth – truly
Inside the woman who we
Bow down to their seed’s unity
Forming the messiah
Who saves us from the eternal fire
The seat of intelligence
The Holy Ghost
God’s biological father
Who bothers
To understand the author of sex
So blessed God’s mother immaculately
Impregnated we’re all related
As the human family though we hated
On our only chance to be translated
From this flesh to the level that’s next
She birthed our blessed
Only potentate King
And I’d like to personally thank the man for what he brings
The liberation of my soul from death
From insecurity, impurity, and stress
From my inadequate deteriorating flesh
Some want proof
Despite the fact that we’re counting the time
From the murderous coup
Approximately 2 thousand and 23
Years since the murder of the second member of the Holy Trinity
And the resurrection of God as a man
Head of our household
Please give me the strength to stand
In whatever place where you will decide
If I live forever with you or die
The second death as I exist terrified
Thank you for making it bearable
The fear of eternal pain what’s comparable
To the separation from love, I live shameful
A manically depressing emotion to feel
As I seek the truth and you reveal what’s real
Holy Ghost I can’t praise you enough
For creating your son in the flesh
Incarnating God his blood so precious
Lord Jesus Christ my King of kings
And highest the most
This is my ode
To our Holy Ghost

Home Team

I don’t know who her soul is
But it is so beautiful to behold it
She is such a mystery to me
I want to meet her maker
It’s the only way I feel I’ll ever fully understand her
And my desire is for such
Not just a ring on her hand sir
Such beauty and brilliance
I want to be in her presence
Such power and sexual prowess
I want to make love to her essence
I see God in her eyes
And it hurts
The distance between us
I just hope we both get saved from the wrath to come
So many choices and voices to ruin our vision
She’s my glory
But this story has a King
And his kingdom
My God
It’s so hard to live this life with no wisdom
But I’ve run the course
Searching their core
And I have found no one as I am living
Thank you, Jesus
I believe she will see this
Me one day for who I am
And one day we will breathe this
Air of romance king and queen it’s
The home team that I dream of
The true love so precious between us

Please Bless Us To Be Wise

God is love
Jesus Christ is God
Love incarnates as a man
To save the human race from the choice of one man—Adam
The wrath of God upon us
Love manifests in the flesh
Curing disease, raising the dead
Teaching His children, all seeds of Love, how to live united

The truth is-- we lose enthusiasm
Once the fruit is-- eaten, tasted
Yet virginity’s power is still fronted on
So how sour was the first fruit?
From the tree of the knowledge of good and evil
Regardless, now we know

So to make love to an earth whose turf
Has not been harvested what’s it worth?
The first fruits of the Queen not demeaned
By a man’s meanness, insecurity, and stress
To be champion
When only Jesus Christ is champion enough to truly fit her fitness
And then we must marvel at the attempts of the emasculation of God
The brotherhood in great turmoil and disregarding one another such fraud
Ought not be, nevertheless God blesses the connection of sex
Though we continue to fall short of it’s ultimate potential yes
We need a messiah to save us from the fire of our choices

Please God help us to fulfill the beauty of the potential of the power source
The procreative flex that’s deep, strong and wide
And surges from both sides
The thunder and claps
The ingestion of man’s seed
Inside her womb when she is truly ready
And wants to feed—this power source now
Fully informed and aware
Not just for 9 months to declare
Love for the nuclear family
But for eternity
Yes woman and man
We are and birth children
Who will live together forever with Christ
So when we make our choices
Pray to God please bless us to be wise.